Mellow

I think I'm about to reach a branchpoint again now.

These past few years I've been getting a glimpse of alternative life by traveling.

I still don't know who I am.

As always I can't be confident what is the best choice for me.

I have a good friend from Switzerland.

We've been friends for almost 5 years now.

He came to Berlin last week and we talked a lot.

It's always nice to see him and he inspires me for small things.

Luckily I've got a few nice friends here in Berlin.

Italian, German, Hungarian, Dutch, Israeli...

It's not so simple to become such good friends with someone even if we could speak the same language as our mother tongues.

Each person has different background but at the same time there is something we have in common.

Sometime it could be an experience, hobby, preference, interest...

It's a matter of course but we tend to forget that somehow.

Especially when we bumped into someone we aren't familiar with.

Looking at the externals doesn't mean we're actually looking at the core.

Physical action can be contradictory to the inner movement.

Though I know it well more than anyone, it's one of most difficult part as human.

We're lucky to be stupid, that's why we can learn something.

However I'm most probably the stupidest one.

Some people are very dexterous at dealing their lives.

I sometime envy them.

But I know I don't need to be like them.

Time flies and I get older.

We forget and we will get something instead.

That's fine.

Not only beauty and brightness, I also want to see the dirt and darkness.

I learned wherever I go, whoever I meet, it's okay to be myself.

Just enjoy the moment and that's the most precious thing.

So I'll say this to myself, "Good night"...

picture:Berlin